Angel Between the Lines

A fan audio drama that tells what happens between the seasons of Angel

Character Blog: Inching Towards Sanity

Posted by WillowRRRR On October - 13 - 2009

willowLocation: England

Mood: Unknown

One of the Sisters suggested that I start keeping a journal. It felt weird holding a pen and poising it over paper. It’s kind of like “hey pen, I know we haven’t seen each other for awhile, but I’m your old pal Willow!” I had to stop myself from using magic to just write what I was feeling. It’d be easier. The paper would absorb my feelings and I wouldn’t have to think about it.

I miss Tara.

And now I’ve made the page all blurry. Good one Will.

Let’s talk about something else.

Apparently Giles thinks I should keep talking with the folks back in Sunnydale, but I’m still not sure if I can get to the point where the pain in their voice doesn’t make me want to bury my head in the nearest mire. Oh yes diary, I’ve learn British. It’s a confuse-y language – so many words are the same, but they’re used different. The other day I think I offended Giles when I expressed my frustration. So I’m staying out of the word wars for now.

Anyways, Sunnydale folks and I haven’t been chatting. I mean, I’ve only been here a short while, so it’s not like they should be calling. If they wanted to. So it was surprising when Dawn called up and said that Fred wanted my email address. Of course, when I got Fred’s email I knew why it was so important. I asked Giles what to do, and he said I could give Fred some suggestions, but to leave the magic to Wesley. Fred’s been kind of evasivey about Wesley’s help — I think I sensed some tension there when I went to tell them about Buffy. Maybe Fred doesn’t understnd Britishisms either. Or it might be the Watcher stare. I’ve been getting a lot of that stare lately.

Anyways, I hope they find Angel soon, but you know it’s not the first time he’s gone missing. He always seems to pop up again. He’s a big vampire, he can take care of himself. Fred wanted to invite Buffy out to LA, but given their history, I told her that might not be a good idea.

So my life line to home is emails to a girl I hardly know, it’s not much, but with how I feel I’m clinging on to them like this pen… hopefully we all can work it out.

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